To be honest, I was planning on making 2017 the end of me playing music. At least in a public sense. I was drained. I wasn't really enjoying making music anymore. I had lost any sense of inspiration and creativity. I was hardly practicing but maybe once or twice a month, and those sessions were definitely lacking any progress. I didn't want to play any more events. I was ready to call it a day. I would still play for fun at home when I felt the desire.
Then something happened in the finally month or 2 of 2017. I lost some weight and my energy and self confidence and desire for many things came back to life. Things started turning around for me in many aspects of my life. I've regained some lost confidence in my abilities. I now have a Renewed sense of life and I feel great. I've been spending literally all of my free time in my studio, playing away on the piano. I've had many new ideas for songs and things are really coming together for me. I'm really looking forward to a great 2018. This song is called Renewed because I just feel renewed in my Piano playing and in life in general.